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'cause i’m proud of my life & the things that I have done.
proud of myself and the loner I’ve become
you’re free to whine, it will not get you far
i do just fine, my car and my guitar
--say anything.
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| i'm officially texting what every girl in my school agrees, is the single most hottest guy, in my town.
he's a junior. i love my lifeeeeeeeeeeeee(:
Everyone has this idea that teenage girls are so hard to understand. Well, lets break it down. We live on profound lyrics, thought-provoking late night conversations, lame inside jokes with the friends we know we’ll always have, music, and boys that take the time to become involved with the three things I just mentioned.
just stop, i cant do this anymore, just rewind and take me back to when were perfect for each other.
And sometimes I just can't help but feel that little bit sad. Because it feels like I have wasted so much time, that I have missed out on so much. Sometimes I feel like I'm miles behind everyone else. Because I haven't had enough time as they have. I haven't been given as many opportunities, haven't had enough time with you as they have. Sometimes it feels like I don't even know you still. Not as much as I'd like to anyway.
Once upon a year gone by, she saw herself give in
Every time she closed her eyes, she saw what could have been Well nothing hurts and nothing bleeds, when the covers are Tucked in tight. Funny how when the light goes out, How she forgets to fight.
every time i want to give up on him, there's always something inside of me telling me to just give it more time
We become attached to what's
familiar & sometimes we hold
onto things that are safe and
predictable even if they are bad for us.
You aren't some knight in shining armor.
You're just a guy who's grown tired of
screwing the same girl & you feel guilty
about it. You think that sucks? Why don't
you try being the one who has to wonder why
all the people she loves don't love her back.
they always say "you never know how much you love someone till there gone"
that is not true, at least not for me. now that your gone, i am not longer blinded
by my love for you. & i suddenly realize all the bullshit you've put me through.
There ought to be a place to go when you can't sleep or you're tired of getting drunk and the grass doesn't work anymore, and I don't mean go on to hash or cocaine, I mean a place to go besides death that's waiting and a love that doesn't work anymore.
You know for most of my life I would have gone through this alone, but then I met you. And I finally found someone I could depend on like I’ve got this. So I guess I called you cause I wanted to know if that was still there.
i always said you were the one who got me
through everything, but i now realize
you were the one that caused the everything
that you barley even got me through.
You had me.
For the millionth time, you had me.
I know I said I would never come back, I said I'd never do this again.
But here I am, laying in your bed and I can't remember a thing I've ever said.
the summer went by slow, and so did the fall.
i was going to, but i decided not to call
You know that night when we got drunk and kissed?
and you let you hand slide down my hips.
and you brushed my neck with your fingertips.
i havent stopped thinking about it since.
who says we have to be just friends.
i tend to fall for bad boys. the ones that live on liquor.
that look hottest with a cigarette between there lips.
but, maybe this is why.. i also always tend to get hurt.
i wish you luck with a capital F
Turn up the radio and sing your lungs out. Cause kid, this is it, and this is all it ever will be. So get used to it, suck it up, and just live your life.
you want to know what living life to the fullest actually is? it's waking up on monday morning with no complaints. it's knowing you always deserve to laugh. its doing what feel right no matter what. it's doing what you want to, no matter how stupid you look. it's about being yourself, because no one can tell you you're doing it wrong.
my friends younger brother just came out of 5 weeks of a coma. when asked him what had "woken him up" he replied "I heard mom crying and i had to comfort her".
Your male best friend will always love you,
admire you & feel that way forever.
boyfriends come & go
but he's always stuck around.
he's your shoulder to cry on & hug when you need it.
you enjoy yourself with him
& you're never in an awkward situation.
this is a different kind of love,
a special kind.
cherish this boy forever,
he'll change your life.
^^i dont know how i feel about this anymore.
Most girls say they want a fairy tale, but not me.
That's not really what I want.
I want someone who will make fun of me and laugh at my jokes even if they aren't funny.
Someone who will wrestle with me and not let me win just because I'm a girl.
Yeah, riding off into the sunset on a white horse would be nice
but playing thumb-war with someone who cares about you just as much as you care about them ...
seems so much better.
Have you ever heard a song from so long ago with so many memories tied to it that it made you cry? And didn't you wish that you could go back in time when everything was simpler and carefree? Those are the songs that are the soundtracks of our lives. The ones that bring back our childhood, best friends, first love, first broken heart, and the memories.
bahaha, this is somthing i would do.
Everything is falling apart, and I feel like the world
is sitting on my shoulders, but I will not give up.
I will not lay down and die. I will fight.
- Kate Gosselin
 
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| imma update, cause of some of the feed back i got on my last open session update. its hearing shit like that that makes me feel worth it for some reason. SO continue to comment on my "open session" post. thanks.
cut a class with a gorgeous junior. life's good.
Sometimes it takes hundreds of miles and hours of quiet bus rides to make you remember how much you love someone. I can't sleep. And I miss you. And the city and I haven't been breathing the same. It's never easy, regardless of the season.
You can only change when you face all the mistakes you’ve ever made.
do not look back, and grieve over the past
for it is gone;
do not be troubled about the future.
for it has not yet come.
live in the present, and make it so beautiful
that it will be worth remembering.
There are things in life that never last. But the truth is, you never lose them until you let them go. Life is about choices: hanging on, holding back, letting go. Some things do last if you just let them, and if they let you.
Some of us are just trying to get through the day without breaking something.
We're all grown up now but still playing hide and seek.
i've been running around for the past year
with absolutely no direction.
i didn't know what i wanted.
Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.
-Dr. Seuss
The truth does not change according to our ability to stomach it.
Don't throw yourself out on another one's whim. People change, as do intentions, and as a result, consequences. Live for yourself. Love those around you, but realize they've got their own agendas.
-Alex Gaskarth.
You know what music is? God's little reminder that there's something else besides us in this universe;
harmonic connection between all living beings, every where, even the stars.
-August Rush
Everything I know about breaking hearts, I learned from you.
I want you, but you’re there and I am here and I can’t help but miss you
every second of everyday. I hate not being able to see you whenever I want.
I hate not being able to look into your eyes. I hate not being able to get lost
in the comfort of your arms. I hate not being able to make you laugh with a
silly face. I just hate being apart from you. I hate missing you.
When you love someone, it will always stay there. I have to believe that even though we go our separate ways, we still will be connected by this bond, forever. I’m not sure if it’s a good thing or a bad thing, but I know it’s a true thing. I know that no matter where you go or who it’s with, we will always be connected. And when we look up at the stars, when we know it was real, and it was why we’re who we are.
i flip open my cell phone and stare at the keypad. i want to hear his voice so badly, to be connected to him, to ask him why and how and what i can do to make it better, but you can't force someone to love you.
Yes, it's true that I believe I'm weaker than I used to be.
I wear my heart on my sleeve and I forget the rest of me.
The biggest decision in life is to decide whether it’s best to, give up, or to try harder
God will never take anything away from your without giving you something so much better.
I like the line between your belly and your thighs, the smell of your hair the sparkle in your eyes.
And the tears come streamin down your face
when you lose somthing you replace
when you love someone but it goes to waste... Could it be worse
I want to create beautiful things. I want to change someone's life. No, I want to change many lives. I want to know that because of something I did, someone was deeply affected, in a good way. I want to know what I'm capable of.
We tried to fuck.
Instead, we wound up making love.
Don't talk to me ever again, because if you open your mouth,
I'll be tempted to stuff my mouth in it.
I want to run, but only far enough to make you miss me.
I want to take back all the shit I've done, but I guess you're better off without me.
no matter what your relationship status is, everyone has someone in the world they’d marry tomorrow if they asked them today
& it sucks, you know, watching someone you love change into something you don't even know anymore
it's not that the young can't experience true love, it's that the young can't handle true love.
sevendayss(;
you know, if i loved him, i wouldn't mind being woken up at 4:37 in the morning because he needed to know how to spell a word.
I was born to be stubborn, to be a little bitchy, to push people, and push myself. I was taught to never take life for granted, to live a little, to love with everything I had to never give up, to believe in my myself but most of all... to fight for myself.
i can honestly say, you’ve been on my mind since i woke up.
some don't like certain girls, they think there
slutty & worthless, i happen do be the "slutty & worthless" one. but, you don't actually know me.
you never sat with me and had a conversation or had fun. they just did what everyone else did and judged a book by it's cover. i have been through alot and man, I mean a lot. listen to my story and realize there's people out there who have it harder than others. Just because you look at them & they are stylish & pretty, wearing short shorts & tank tops, doesn't mean their hoes on the inside. don't judge me, People make mistakes. And you know what? I'm done judging people, until I know them. So don't judge a book by it's cover, wait till you actually read it.
I think the reason people say your ugly or anorexic, or slutty,
is because when they hear those words they think of themselves.
Yes, we've drifted. No, it's not because of me. Yes, you're still a friend, but no, don't you dare expect me to be waiting hand and foot for you. Yes, it may sound harsh, but no, I don't care. This isn't my fault. It's yourss. So just deal with the fact that you will never have me there for you anymore.
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| i've been posting for about a year now, & this is what keeps me grounded. through out this, my folowers became my closest friends & the ones that know me best. so in honor, im following any of your requests. anything. if you want me to have a certian type of update, take a survey, ask me a question, tell me something to write about, put pictures up. tell me how OR if ive effected you. anything goes, ANYTHING. leave your comments. thanks.
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